Josie wants to leave UBB house

Josie has said that she would like to leave the Ultimate Big Brother house, saying that she "can't handle" the show anymore.

After waking up in the early hours of the morning, josie sits in the bathroom shower crying for hours :-(

picture me shouting at the computer screen shouting for BB to call her to the diary room i couldnt sleep a wink i just couldnt turn off my live feed

Big Brother eventually called her to the Diary Room.

"I can't handle it anymore," said Josie. "I feel really trapped in here. I just want to go. I really want to go.

"I went out there and I've seen all my friends and family, and then I've seen John and I've just had to walk straight back in here."

"I do miss my old housemates. I'm not like these people. They're all celebrities. I'm not a celebrity im normal."

Josie asked if she could speak to John James. "I don't know what I'd say. But he'd make me feel better, I know that." < thy didnt show this bit

Josie won Big Brother final with a record winning margin, collecting 77.5 per cent of the public vote.

Josie doesn't want to let voters down
Josie has sought advice from her fellow housemates regarding her worries over staying in the house after admitting to Big Brother last night that she wanted to leave.

The group had been discussing Josie throughout the morning after noticing that she had seemed down for much of yesterday.

"You would actually be superhuman, which she is, if you didn't notice some huge change," Ulrika told Brian. "She was so excited when we came in and I just thought that's so sweet but I probably wouldn't be like that."

The pair then noted that Josie's mood may be due to some housemates speaking negatively about John James.

"Everyone's talking him down," Ulrika said. "He's the one thing that's keeping her going and everyone's going 'he's no good for you'."

After waking up later than her the other housemates, Josie immediately asked Brian's advice. He suggested that with only two weeks to go she should try to stick it out.

"I do feel like I'm really out of order," Josie later told Nikki. "All those people who picked phones up, I'd just be letting them right down."

Seemingly deciding against leaving the house, she added: "Even though I want to go I'd feel like a right let down, wouldn't I?"

Nikki suggested that she should stay but demand a phone conversation with John James in order to reassure herself.

Before nominations started Josie went to the Diary Room upset asking to speak to her aunty Kay big brother said if you could speak to her what would you say,
she reply s i dont no i just want to speak to her, i dont want to do this anymore
i just want to speak to someone i no i wont tell anyone.

Big brother never gave her this phone call which made me angry what would it have hurt giving her that phone call, John James had a phone call with Nathen that time why couldnt they let Josie have her phone call !