Speaking on Big Brother’s Little brother, Josie divulged how she didn’t feel she fitted into the Ultimate Big Brother house and felt trapped and claustrophobic in the house.
Sitting on the BBLB sofa Joise looked the happiest she has been since she won the show on Tuesday night.
Beaming from ear to ear, she admitted to show hosts George Lamb and Emma Willis that her highlight of Big Brother was meeting John James and told them that she’d already managed to catch up with him: ‘My head's been everywhere but yeah, I’ve seen him and he said that he loved me and all that.’
Josie left the house this afternoon via the fire exit – the same one John James had previously tried to escape from – but there was no security there to stop her at the other end meaning she had an easy escape.
By chance, John James had been at the studio filming a message for Josie to go inside the house to raise her spirits as she had threatened to leave the night before – and as luck would have it, they bumped into each other.
‘I can’t believe I got through security.
There was no one there.
I was a bit surprised there weren’t no one there to stop me though.’
‘I saw John James but I thought he was security and I was like no, go away, I want to go to the pub,’ she laughed.
And as the pair embraced in a long hug, an emotional Josie could be heard over her microphone saying: ‘You don’t realise how hard it’s been John. They’re not like me.’
But despite being happy she was back in his arms, John James told her she was stupid for leaving - in as nice a way possible – and that she ‘shouldn’t have listened to Nadia'.
Josie only left the house for twenty minutes on Tuesday night so she had no real idea of the public perception of the show and what John had said about their relationship since he left.
And on Tuesday night, she was given fresh worries about it when some of the UBB housemates labelled John as a player and fake, which Josie admitted was one of the reasons she quit.
‘Well you’re trapped. I didn’t know what was going on or being said and all the paranoia starts setting in then doesn’t it.’
'When John James left every minute seemed like an hour.’
BBLB then played back the message John was going to send in for her: ‘We all miss you so much. Your family really want you to stick this out. We all love you and are so glad at how well you’ve done! I love you and my feelings for you haven’t changed in the slightest. I’ll be waiting for you on the outside. I love you so much Josie.’
But Josie revealed the heart-felt message wouldn’t have made a difference as it wasn’t just the paranoia that drove her to quit: ‘It was a bit more than that.
I felt so claustrophobic. I think probably because I had left and seen all my friends and family and seen everyone I loved most, it was harder.’
‘When I went back in, it was brilliant the first night, everyone was great. But when you feel claustrophobic and trapped, it’s not nice. I don’t feel like that usually.’
Josie was the joint favourite to win the show with Brian Dowling so her departure sees him taking the top spot in the bookies now.
But this is music to her ears as she wants ‘brilliant’ Brian or Ulrika to win as she declared, had it not been for them, she would have left a lot sooner.
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