Day 40 – Josie tells John James her true feelings

Josie and Caoimhe are at the Carousel. Caoimhe asks what’s wrong and says “you’re walking round with a face like a smacked arse”. Josie tells Caoimhe that she thinks she was out of order flirting with John James the night she was drunk and winding her up about being close to him yesterday, “I thought you were my mate.”

Caoimhe tells her she didn’t realise how strong Josie feelings were for John James
In the bedroom Josie tells Steve she has just upset Caoimhe. “I hate making people feel really upset” she says. “Well she should have thought of that before she was messing around with Shabby too” says Steve who tells her it is better to get things aired. Josie says she shouldn’t have said anything because she has got a boyfriend “I know she’s a nervous wreck in here and I’ve just wrecked her head even more.”
Josie apologises “Caoimhe so sorry.”
John James asks Josie in the bedroom if Caoimhe is alright. Josie tells him that she doesn’t know and tells him she is so sorry. John James tells Josie that he doesn’t know what is going on. Josie just repeats that she is so sorry to him.

Caoimhe asks Rachel and Keeley if she can talk to them and tells them that she feels really embarrassed. She tells them Josie really fancies John James and thinks that she has been flirting with him. Rachel says “you were a bit flirty with him'

Josie goes to the Diary Room. She tells Big Brother she would like to leave. “I know this is going to sound ungrateful but I wanna go now, I’m so sorry.”

she feels bad for telling Caoimhe how she really feels which has made Caoimhe all embarrassed.

Josie walks out of the Diary Room and John James is There he tells her “I was looking for you”, and asks whats going on. Josie tells John James that she was going to leave. John James says “don’t worry about me” Josie tells John James she wanted to go because she has made someone feel bad.

Josie at the carousel with John James and ask him if he has spoken to Caoimhe. John James tells Josie he hasn’t and he doesn’t know what is going on. He tells her he is not going to keep asking her if she doesn’t want to talk about it.
Josie tells him to switch off his microphone.
She tells John James how she feels about him with their microphones off. She then walks off saying i got to go Now. John James says ill just sit here like Billy no mates. Josie reply s “Sorry ill come back out in a minuet I can’t believe that I just said that.”

Josie tells Caoimhe “I’ve just come clean with everything. I’ve made a show of myself” Caoimhe tells her that she thinks that it is for the best.

John James says to Caoimhe that Josie told him she had strong feelings for him then walked away. “If what she’s saying is true it changes everything.”

Caoimhe asks John James “could you possibly like her?” John James tells Caoimhe he could never start anything in the house.
He adds: “I wouldn’t act on anything in here. I just wouldn’t…

Later on while Josie is talking with Mario, Mario asks what John James response to her confession was Josie says: “He doesn’t need to show me up by telling me he doesn’t like me back. Let’s take a reality check, there’s no way John James is gonna like me.”

John James is in bed with Josie and asks what she meant when she said she had feelings for him. Josie doesn’t answer and John James tells her he is not going to push it. John James tells Josie that Caoimhe told him that she didn’t know that Josie liked him until this morning. Josie tells John James that Caoimhe is a liar and she did know.
Josie says tank you to John for not being so good and telling him she thought he might not want to hang around with her anymore. John James tells her not to be so stupid.